As it comes out of the flame

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 19:36:42 GMT

Swedish chick * Swedish chick = happiness, then
Swedish chick^2 = happiness, then
Swedish chick = happines ^1/2 (I don't have the root key)

hmmm, off to the prisons

first hw, then off to the prisons!!

yes

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 11:19:39 GMT

I haven't posted in a while, so yeah, it's mornin, kinda. Here's the most entertainin thing I want to say at the time:

Take the quiz: "What High School Stereotype Are You?"

Normal
You're normal. You don't quite fit into a label, you just are.Congratulations on being boring and plain.

Sun, 05 Dec 2004 19:44:04 GMT

Generate your Anime Style by Jena-su
Name:
Hair:	Rediculously long, usualy tied up in ribbons.
Clothes:	Long, super cool trenchcoats.
Powers:	Wind magic
Special Features:	Elf ears
Sidekick:	Small fluffy animal that talks...usually too much.
Attitude:	Mysterious as all hell.
Weapon:	Flamethrower

Quiz created with MemeGen!

OMG, that is soooo me!!! The elf ears, the side kick who talks too much, the mysteriousness, the everything else they said about how I'm the most beautiful anime creature everrr, and all that stuff it's all true!!!

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 23:52:14 GMT


ted is love
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Thu, 25 Nov 2004 20:35:16 GMT

You scored as Buddhist. You are a Buddhist
You basically get lost in the sea of conflicting ideas as your mind hasn't been developed to discern truth from halftruth. You entertain many philosophical ideas that don't apply to your daily life or actually fulfill you in any way. Maybe you didn't have a strong background of faith and morality growing up, which is why you have basically no convictions whatsoever. Follow your heart, it will guide you to the obvious truth and its simplicity will astonish you. Tarot cards, astrology, and witchcraft will be a temptation for you. Be careful.

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Buddhist

80%

Anarchist

70%

Jewish

50%

Catholic

45%

Christian

45%

Cult

35%

Religion
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This test was definitely written by a christian!

Sat, 20 Nov 2004 18:27:30 GMT

As soon as you're born, you start dying...

But more importantly

When you sleep, where do your fingers go?

You know, who I'm talking about...

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 17:19:51 GMT

You are Oral Sex! Brave, intense, and oh so
plesaurable. You are lust incarnate.

What sexual act are you?
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Interesting, yet highly dubious. I like that phrase. Oh, just for the record "You're wrong Mr. President."

Ramazan's hard, as well as yeah, I'll stop there.

Have fun, go to parties, drink and do inappropriate acts while I'm gonna be here thinkin trees and chairs.

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 05:32:20 GMT

Today is the 3rd of October!!! I have my hardcore test on the 5th, so in 2 days. Plus Sunshine gets a very sexy wink on that day. Lets see Ramadan is in less than 2 weeks, my big 19(inches around) is in less than 3, speaking of which I needs to go to Canadia sometime soonish.

If you are reading this you're either a good friend of mine, who cares alot about what goes in my life, or some loser who has nothing better to do, which I might add is sad (if you're in the 2nd category, you're saaaad). But this weekend was full was awesome laziness and such. Spent friday playing Total War, and yes I still play that game. Spent Saturday with Sunshine and Ronski layin around a watchin movies. Spent Sunday layin around without Ronski, you and your hw, and watchin some show about SNL. Starting tomorrow, I'm gonna have a crazy week, full of tests, studying reading, working and all other intense stuff.

PS I bought Tragic Kingdom, by No Doubt and Dangerous, by Michael Jackson, and they're both totally badass.

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 08:30:18 GMT

I was bored earlier, so I looked at a few livejournals and what is up with people beig upset. Everybody's got some sort of a problem, what's up with that? Steve and even my sis weren't in a great mood earlier. Is it the weather, or is there some sort of secret get mad at things and not be happy with stuff posse and it's cool to be upset with things, or is it the season (nobody likes the fall)?

Well to all of you unhappy peeps, this is what I got to sing...

You got to love everybody, make them feel good about themselves...

Pall Mall

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 10:08:48 GMT

If you smoke, you know which ones I'm talking about, probably my fav. cigarettes. Nothing like a nice quiet night with a cigarette spent in front of the computer.

I got my UW books yesterday and I looked through them and it's alot of economic bs stuff, that I'll probly end up knowing alot about. I'll be one of those guys that needs to have his WallStreet Journal and his coffe in the morning, working for some International Company, flying all over the place, sealing business contracts, making a good amount of cash, always wearing a suit and a tie and always being proper and always talking about politics and such, you know the whole being boring and meaningless stuff. The thing is, I want that lifestyle, I'm looking forward to it. Right now, in my mind, it'll be a blast.

I did some work these last two weeks, like hardcore physical work. I like it, it's pretty good, I had some laughs and such, but it's not what I want to do with my future. I want to learn about politics and I want to learn about how economy works and I want to learn about the whole diplomatic international relations, I want that, it excites me in many ways.

Few weeks left untill college and all the studying and lack of sleep and trying to get the money to keep going to college. All I can say is "yeah baby," this is what I've been waiting for.

But for now, time to enjoy another cigarette and a video game.

Peace

Sat, 04 Sep 2004 07:24:21 GMT

Leave a comment if you want to know what I really think of you, and I'll reply and tell you. No lies, all honesty. Then post this in your journal so I can find out what you think of me.

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 17:40:57 GMT

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	mysterious
Your hugs are...	to die for
Your eyes...	sparkle like the stars
Your touch is...	heart warming
Your smell is...	amazing
Your smile is...	entrancing
Your love is...	unique

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THey make me out to be quite a player don't they...

It's too early to be up.

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 15:09:11 GMT

I know everybody is a crazy maniac, so do tellll...

Post anything that you want and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Then, put this in your livejournal to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your livejournal) have to say.

I FIXED IT!!!

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 01:56:20 GMT

I fixed my computer and now I can listen to Scooter, which reminds me, time to install TOTAL WAR!

Medieval Total War

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 22:24:56 GMT

As the title suggests, I am obsessed with a new video game. It is called Medieval Total War, and any of you strategery wizards, you should check it out.

Okay, to start things off, how can one freaking viking take out 30 of my celtic warriors. I don't care how badass he thinks he is with his axe and his cool hat and his round shield. He didn't look bigger or tougher than any of my guys, but nooooo. The freakin suicider crazy maniac, charged, alone against 100 of my guys, all of which are pretty good, and somehow managed to kill 30, exactly 30 of my guys, until tripping and dying, of course.

But, I'll go straight to the point, I got over that stupid viking, who was crazy and suicidal at the same time, and I conquered the British Isles and won the game on easy, well the smaller, faster version of it at least, now it's time to start all over again and this time I'm the russians...

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 21:24:37 GMT

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The Generic Teenager Stereotype
Do you drink [alcohol]?:	Sometimes, never alone though
Do you party a lot? How often?:	No, I'm hoping to start in college
Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?:	Not that I know
How often do you use the word like in an average hour?:	Depends on who I'm talking to (some people make me nervous)
Do you skip classes? How often?:	School's out, no more classes
Do you have casual sex? Protected?:	I wish
Do you steal?:	Nope
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?:	Oh, yeah, they're so inappropriate, I usually have to take them off
Do you drool over celebrities?:	No
Do you watch a lot of TV?:	Not alot, but I do enjoy the discovery channel
Do you ever watch the News?:	If you call the daily show news
Do you even care about world issues?:	Yes, I care, just enough to where I care, but don't actually do anything about it
Do you read books often?:	Yup
Are you failing a lot of your classes?:	School's out
Do you spend most of your time with your friends?:	Imaginary ones
Do you smoke cigarettes?:	Not anymore
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?:	No
Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?:	All the time, wait do video game characters count?
Do you cuss a lot?:	I'm not sure, I don't think I do
Are you desperate to fit in?:	Yup Yup Yup
Are you intelligent?:	I'd say so
The Goth Stereotype
Black lipstick?:	Nope
Black eyeliner?:	Nope
Black eyeshadow?:	Nope
Black trenchcoat?:	Nope
Black boots?:	Nope
Black fishnets?:	Nope
Black nail polish?:	Nope
Cigarettes?:	Nope
Heavy metal music?:	Guns and Roses?
Marilyn Manson?:	Nope
Kittie?:	I kill those, just kiddin
Cradle of Filth?:	Nope
Constant frown and perpetual angst?:	Nope
Do you like to be seen as:	me no comprehende, amigo
Are you an intellectual?:	Yes
An atheist?:	Nope
Horrible home life?:	Oh, yeah my fishes stress me out alllll the time
Hopelessly depressed?:	No way
Suffering with suicidal idealations?:	uhh, sure, I'm just looking for the coolest way to go
Self-mutilation?:	No
The Punk Stereotype
Plaid?:	My pj bottoms
Big black boots?:	Nope
Mohawk?:	Nope
Excessive piercings? [Especially facial]:	Nope
Loud, confident and opinionated?:	I wouldn't say I'm loud
Wild hair colors?:	Not currently
NOFX?:	YES YES YES, did I mention, Happy birthday, you're not special is the song I play for people's bdays
Rancid?:	Not a big fan
Well versed on political scandals and outrages?:	I'm still trying to get over the Monica and Bill Clinton scandal
A:	pictures/image001.jpeg
The Jock Sterotype
What's your IQ?:	Over 100, I think
Do you watch a lot of sports?:	Nope
Play a lot of sports?:	Nope, unless you consider chess a sport
Talk a lot about sports?:	Not really
Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?:	Come to think of it, hmmmm, I'm gonna go with yes
Are you arrogant?:	I try not to be
Are you a male or female whore?:	I'm not a whore, I wish I was, that'd be sooo coool
Are you homophobic?:	To the max, except I love gay people, maybe I'll become one some day
Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?:	I hope I don't, that'd suck
But really you're a quivering mass of insecurity?:	Oh, I'm as insecure as a as a as a, well someone really insecure
Boobs = yes?:	Definitely
Parties = yes?:	Sure
Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = yes?:	Too late, althogh I might still do that, it sounds like fun
The Girl Stereotype
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?:	Yup Yup
Have you ever been on a diet?:	All the time
How much did you lose?:	All of my dignity
Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder?:	No, it was a diet, I didn't eat chocolate for over a week, stupid parents hid it from me
Make yourself throw up?:	Nope
Make-up?:	I don't like make-up
Low-cut tops?:	Sure, I'll wear anything
How big are your boobies? [Cup size]:	I'm as flat as they get
Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?:	Hair not long enough
Giggle a lot?:	Only when I'me eating cheese and try to sound creepy
What's the deal with boys?:	They got to get laid to become men?
Thongs?:	I don't like those, I like boxers instead
Pretty bras?:	Could be used as a weapon, when killing someone
YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al?:	Ay?
Who's the weaker sex?:	I hope it's girls, but I'm not sure, that'd be creepy if a girl is more ripped than me
Are you a feminist?:	If I say yes, is there chocolate for me involved
Do you think Brad Pitt is hot?:	He's soo sexy, I only saw one of his movies, Troy, but he was as sexy as he was arrogant
How often do you shave your legs?:	I tried it once, cause I was really bored
How about your armpits?:	nope
Are you emotional?:	Yes, I just care soo much *tear
Especially when on your period?:	My what now?
This Or That [Oh, that old coconut.]
Originality or Acceptance?:	Whichever leads to me gaining CHOCOLATE
Independence or Companionship?:	Either one, I do like both in one way or another
Stability or Freedom?:	I'd say freedom, people died for that
Personal or Interpersonal?:	Uhhh, not sure, let me get back to you when I find my dictionary
Introvert or Extrovert?:	Whichever one means I like people more than being alone
Popularity or Isolation?:	Popularity, Popularity. That reminds me of Daria, ...and then one by one they became dun dun dun UNPOPULAR, you have to be a Daria fan like me to get this
Unique or Loved?:	Loved, Loved, definitely Loved, I'm too "unique" anyways
Understood or Individual?:	Either one works for me
You or Them?:	Both

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Fri, 23 Jul 2004 22:55:49 GMT

So I was sitting there feeling sorry for myself and looking back on my sad, wasted life, and then a phone call cheered me up. It's weird how some people are just nice for no particular reason.

I learned 2 lessons out of that.
Lesson 1, I should feel sorry for myself more often and generally try to be sad more, then good things will happen to me, and I shouldn't expect much out of life, that way whatever I get is nice.
Lesson 2, I should be nicer to people, to random people or to people I know for no reason to be nice. That way all the niceness that goes out will come back to me eventually in some form.
Lesson 3, I should buy a cool video game and spend most of my summer playing it, that way the time will pass by untill college starts and then I'll have lots and lots of fun!!!

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 19:14:39 GMT

[ Body ]
1. What do you most like about your body?: the muscles
2. And least?: pshh, alot of things, my tiny arms to start with.
3. How many fillings do you have?: too many
4. Do you think you're good looking?:yes, I'd say I'm pretty decent looking
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?: Sometimes.

[ Fashion ]
6. Do you wear a watch?: Usually.
7. How many coats and jackets do you own?: A bunch
8. Favorite pants/skirt color?: Brown, possibly blue
9. Most expensive items of clothing?: My leather jacket, I don't quite know how much that was.
10. What kind of shoes do you wear?: usually like indoor soccer shoes or running shoes, they're sexy and comfy at the same time
11. Describe your style in one word: lets see, something like a 70's or 80's russian rocker.

[ Your Friends ]
12. Do your friends 'know' you?: why would they, they know me well enough, that's about how it'll be.
13. What do they tend to be like?: depends on the people I'm with, but usually just laid back and somewhat funny
14. Are there traits in you that are universally liked?: I have an interesting sense of humor
15. How many people do you tell everything to?: Does Ted count? if not, my sis and me are pretty close

[ Music/TV/Film/Books ]
16. Most listened to bands/artists: Sugarcult, Goldfinger, Our Lady Peace, Sublime, Blue October, and many many more
17. Do you find any musicians good-looking?: I find Alicia Keyes really good lookin, the style and the face and just everything...
18. Can you play an instrument: I wish I could.
19. Type of music most listened to?: Alternative, western alternative, russian alternative...
20. Type never listened to?: Probly Country
21. Tour of your dreams?: No Doubt+Goldfinger+Our Lady Peace, that'd be heaven

[ Clothing/Hair ]
22. Do you own any plaid clothing?: No.
23. Do you own Converse shoes?: I wish I did, I like those
24. Do you own Saucony shoes?: No
25. Do you own old school Nikes?: No
26. Do you wear tight pants?: I don't have any tight pants, I should get some.
27. Is there more than one zipper in your pants?: No
28. Do you own a messenger bag?: What's a messenger bag?
29. Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest?: No.
30. Do you own braces?: no, I got my teeth straigthened out by fighting and such
31. Do you think mohawks are "neat"?: especially mini mohawks!
32. Do you own a bandana?: No.
33. Do you wear plugs in your ears?: No
34. Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute?: No, and probably not going to, I can saw well enough, I'm just too lazy to fix all my clothes.
35. Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them?: No

[ Habits/Beliefs ]
36. Do you smoke cigarettes?: No
37. Do you smoke cloves?: No?
38. Do your night time activites usually involve drunken underage vomiting?: I wish, that'd be fun, well not vomiting, but the drunken underage... just about anything is better when it's got drunken underage before it
39. Do you wash your hair less than once a week?: No
40. Have you ever gone a week without a shower?: I'm a guy, of course I have, surprisingly not this year though.
41. Do you know who Jack Kerouac is?: No
42. Do you like Mr. Kerouac?: No, never met him and never want to meet him
43. Are you a member of the Makeout Club?: we have a make out club?
44. Do you say "rad"?: Now I will.
45. Do you say "rockin'"?: No
46. Do you say punk "rawk"?: No
47. Do you shout the word "oi"?: No
48. Do you say "punk's not dead"?: No
49. Do you say "punk is dead"?: All the time, those fuchin panzies with their Simple Plan pretending to be badass remind of Brent, wow I still dislike that guy, surprise surprise.

[ Music ]
50. Do you like bands with "the"?: Yes
51. Do you ever precede your own name with "the" at the beginning?: Rarely, but yeah, I do it just to be funny or get some kind of reaction
52. Are Blink 182 fans posers?: Yes!!! Did I mention, I like a few of their songs, like girl at the rockshow, first date, the one with schoolgirls undressin in the video and more
53. Do you have frequent debates over what exactly constitutes a sellout?: No
54. Have you ever brought the headlining band food?: No?
55. Do you have show flyers affixed to your walls?: Only for Eurotrip, that movie's hillarious

[ Basics ]
56.Name: To you, I'm artem
57.Do you like it?: Yes
58.Nicknames: Artem is pretty much it
59.Age: 18
60.Birthday: October 22
61.Sign: Libra
62.School: UW, that's right all you bitches and hoes out there, and I so will get a more defined sixpack!
63.Virgin?: That's kinda classified.
64.Current hair color: Brown
65.Eye color: Pretty Green, it's like inbetween green and hazel
66.Height: 6 feet.
67.Shoe size: 11, I have pretty small feet

[ Favorites ]
68.Color: Rad red
69.Sport: Sport is not my thing, Chess is as close to a sport I get. hehehehe, 69.
70.Class: Friday night sparring
71.Radio Station: I'd have to go with 107.7, can't beat the love chatline.

[ Love and Relationships ]
72.How long was your longest relationship?: 6 months.
73.How long was your shortest relationship?: I only had one real relationship, so 6 months
74.Who was your first love?: She was.

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 19:49:28 GMT

I'm in the mood to start another debate, where nothing gets hurt but feelings.
What's the deal with gay people? They have no morals, whatsoever, they go around being gay and it's "against the bible" to be gay. I mean if God intended for people to be gay, he'd give them like like the freedom of choice...

and yes I'm ready for bashing of either side, cause I'll argue either way and make the conservatives look terrible, probly, but that gets me going quite a bit, gay bashers. I'm looking forward to your comments and bashes!

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 05:10:27 GMT

Okay, so here's the highlight of my break so far:

I went to a dinner with my family to some turkish people's house. First of all the head of the family was Tatar, that's right just like me. Xept he's from Turkey, and his family migrated to family, instead of Kyrgyzstan, but that's not all that important
they spoke turkish and for some reason I understood it. and even though they were pretty hostile to me at first, then they got to know me and not just my russian ness, yeah, turks hate the russians, who doesn't. But the everything was sooo simular to my traditions and after a while it was so warm and friendly and it was the best!!! I am soo going to turkey or some country with Tatars in it during college!!!!

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 21:48:40 GMT

Wackiness: 74/100
Rationality: 64/100
Constructiveness: 46/100
Leadership: 50/100

You are a WRDF--Wacky Rational Destructive Follower. This makes you a HACKER. Your thirst for knowledge can be damaging to your possessions--you like to take things apart, even if you then forget to put them back together. You demand respect and, no matter how much you are respected, seldom feel it is adequate. You are tenacious, and will stick to a task long after weaker minds have given it up.

Socially, you are awkward, and get into arguments and make people uncomfortable. One recommends counting to ten, holding back comments unless warranted, and listening more than speaking. Still, your no-holds-barred approach to socialization can be strangely endearing, as long as you are funny and self-deprecating.

You feel misunderstood, and you probably are.

I'm a hacker? Cool? I don't know, sure, why not?

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 19:50:58 GMT

SO like lj hates me and doesn't let me post anymore, it ate my last 2 entries.

Hmm, let's play a game called, what was everybody's favorite memory of this year.

Here's mine, me and Jesus went to see Steven Lynch. Took the bus there, managed to get lost a couple of times, but didn't ASK directions, some lady just overheard us and told us where to go. Then we went there, got tickets, and went to the gyro place to eat, that was good times. It was right about Christmas time, so there were cool things up and the stores had some good looking thingies, like the christmass train that could be seen from outside the store window, or like the different cultures' Santa Clauses. Steven Lynch, he was the most hillarious guy on stage, and the one kid before him, making fun of just about everyone, that was good times, and the college chicks that got offended by a song with a hanger getting shoved places, that was good times. All around it was the shite.

I'm gonna miss the big fellow

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 22:04:12 GMT

Damn, this is scary and exciting, I'm going to the orientation days Wednesday and Thursday, but I have no clue what exactly that is, or when or where it is, kinda scary. Nyways, this is gonna be sooooo much fun, I'm thinking a double major International studies with like a slavic history sidekick to it.

One week into the summer. It's been a pretty eventful week. It had it's ups and downs, but I'm just going to look on the bright side for now, I'll deal with alllllll the crap later. Got to hang out with some cool peeps yesterday. It was good times. I think all I need is my good buds and some cool gals to keep me happy, and then when college starts, it's HALO2 and COSSACKS2 time. sounds fun. Well, kung fu time. I'd say I love you all, but I really don't. Those who I love know about, cause I spent much of my free time around them, or at least try to.

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 21:31:04 GMT

A	Altruistic
R	Responsible
T	Tasty
E	Energetic
M	Misunderstood

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

K	Kinky
Y	Young
R	Refined
G	Gorgeous
Y	Yucky
Z	Zonked
S	Serious
T	Tough
A	Adventurous
N	New
I	Intense
A	Appreciative
N	Nice

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Compare, when I'm online I'm one thing and when I'm just chilling back with some muchachos, I'm somewhat different, is it true? THe world will never know.

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 21:24:56 GMT

Yes, yes, yes, everybody waited for this moment and here it is. I, Artem Yaschenko, am finally updating this site. I'm taking the time out of my uhhhhh... busy schedule to update here.

In other, less exciting news, I graduated yesterday. Wasn't that exciting, but I'm guessing the familia enjoyed it, cause they took me to some cool restaurant in Seattle and me and my lil sis had a nice long conversation, once again. Now, as summer is here, and school is over, I took the morning to look at my life a bit. I feel confused, scared, and stupid. I feel stupid about the past, I feel confused about the present, and I feel scared about the future. That's a lovely combination.

First of all, I've done many, I repeat many stupid things in the past, no reason trying to remember them all, I remember a tiny percentage and even that tiny percentage is overwhelming. I have no regret in doing all those stupid things in the past, because I believe that the aftereffects of those stupid things change me into a smarter, more experienced, perhaps even better person.

I feel confused about the present. I don't know what's going to happen during the summer, I don't know what I want out of the summer, I don't really know what to do during the summer. I feel like I don't know myself anymore. It takes me a great deal of effort to just understand myself, even more effort to understand why I feel the way that I do. Sometimes I have to try really really hard, for the duration of quite some time, just to figure out what goes on in my head and what fears, ideas, and emotions are causing me to feel a certain way. I wish my thoughts were simpler, but they're not, I'm a very complicated person, to the point where I don't always understand myself. I don't expect other people to try to understand me, but if you think you have an idea what caused or causes me to make some decision, I would love to hear it, maybe that way I'll be able to understand myself a little better.

I'm terrified of the future, I can easily hide it, but in the end, the future scares me. Perhaps the reason future scares me so much is me not knowing exactly what I want. When I figure out exactly what I want out of life and every aspect of it, then I may become content with myself and the future. I know most people say, that not knowing what's going to happen is the best, but to me changes are very scary. I've been through a few major changes and every time it took a long while for me to finally become comfortable. That is why, I think that the best way for me to experience change is step by step, instead of it just all changing all at once. I can handle big changes, but I don't like to deal with those, it makes me very uncomfortable.

It's ironic how I'm scared of change, yet I constantly change, my appearance and my style change all the time, yet on the very very inside I haven't changed much in the last 4 years or so. I might have become a little less shy, a little more courageous, but in the big run I'm still me, weird little guy, who's in a constant need of human interaction.

To all my friends I want to say "thank you for keeping me from locking up and thank you for letting me live, instead of just existing."